| Wednesday, May 09, 2007 |
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After all this time I'm finding it hard to say anything. So, I'll ramble on.
I like this new template though I'm not sure about the greys. I had wanted to stay in the brown/copper families but every one I've tried has just been wrong. Too orange or red or just too bright. I'll happily take input and criticism.
Life has moved on, as it always does. Nothing has seemed quite right since the Old Mans death but we're all adjusting. Some days it's just overwhelming then others I think I'll be ok.
Fred finally broke last weekend. I knew it would happen but wasn't sure when. He's bottled it all up this whole time and finally just lost it. A sobbing, snotting 16 yr old is never a pretty sight. He was the last of the kids to react. He's the most like me in a lot of ways, hold it til no one else needs you and the crisis has passed. Then you can have a break down. I'm just so grateful he trusts me enough to be with him when it happened.
I don't feel like the same person any more. I think I've buried some part of me so deeply I'm not sure I can bring her back.
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posted by twocents @ 2:16 PM   |
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Perhaps the part that is you feel is buried has only retreated to enable you to deal with everything you have to deal with.
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I tend to believe that the things that we need to survive will surface when we need them... And other things will retreat to get out of their way...
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Just a note to say I'm thinking about you... How are you?
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(I changed my name and pic, by the way... This is still Amethyst! lol)
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Perhaps the part that is you feel is buried has only retreated to enable you to deal with everything you have to deal with.